~lasoya

SOYA:

I will resume my trip to Lebanon so you stop asking about it..
I HAD FUN WITH GREAT PPL!!
but the supposed man that supposed to be Great.. was a complete asshole that wanted to get married with me only cause in that way he will be more "classy".. and when i said NO.. he started to hit me...
so ppl.. to be honest.. Internet may turn on ur world in someways..
BUT TOUCH A REAL PERSON IS BETTER THAN KISS A COMPUTER!

use internet and coputers in a wise way.. dont make a mistake that you can regread all your life.. as i am regreating now.. even more.. see ur left hand and see the scar that will let you know everyday that you were wrong with a "NICE" "PERSON"


.. so ppl.. the man that you see on my picture.. is the man that has been beside me since months ago.. he supported me on my trip.. cause we were friends.. now.. i see real love...
i was blind for so many years.. today i found a king to rang my heart...
and im bless after all.. im back on my country.. im alive.. and i dont have to see the stupid man that was making my life a living hell for a month... even more than that.. sometimes i cant sleep at night remebering the awefull things that i had to live in there..



PD: THIS IS SERIUS SHIT! OPEN UR EYES AND FIND A REAL PERSON TO LIVE WITH! PPL ON INTERNET ARE NOT ALWAYS REAL:_::! YOU CAN GET REALLY HURT:: EMOTIONAL AND PHISICLY!

ok... lets think about this...

i really !! REALLY! dont understand ....why does ppl lie on this life??

does it help them to be better than good ones like us=?
or is only that they feel better been stupid and hurtfull with good ones like us?

why does that good ones like us have to please these kind of ppl? even when we think that we dont... some how we always do!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH GOOD ONES??
and WHY THE FUCK IS THAT GOOD ONES CANT BE HAPPPY?

i really dont understand lies on this life..

is like a butterfly.. you can handle it when you are open at your hand.. if you push... it dies in ur hands!

does it feel good kill it??
does it make you feel like a better person??


WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH GOOD ONES?
WHY DO WE HAVE TO BE BUTTEFLYS?

listen to me!!




dont be a butterfly that stays on some jerck's hand.. fly away!!
sail away!!

I THANK GOD THAT SOME ONE THAT I LOVE IS FLYING AGAIN!


To : my bro..
love you brother!!

This is the song that my Dad (tata in latin way) sang to me, on my bed the night before his tripp... i sang it 2.

Read it with ur heart, not with ur eyes..


Theres two things I know for sure,
She was sent here from heaven,
And shes daddys little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to jesus and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life,
But most of all, for...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair.
Walk beside the pony daddy,
Its my first ride.
I know the cake looks funny,
Daddy, but I sure tried.
Oh, with all that Ive done wrong,
I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning
And butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet sixteen today,
Shes looking like her momma
A little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup,
From ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great
Big world. but I remember...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair.
You know how much I love you daddy,
But if you dont mind,
Im only going to kiss you on
The cheek this time.
With all that Ive done wrong,
I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning,
And butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly
Spread your wings and fly

Shell change her name today.
Shell make a promise,
And Ill give her away.
Standing in the bride room
Just staring at her,
She asked me what Im thinking,
And I said Im not sure,
I just feel like lm losing my baby girl.
Then she leaned over...and gave me...
Butterfly kisses, with her mama there
Stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
Walk me down the aisle daddy, its just about time
Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?
Daddy dont cry
With all that Ive done wrong, I must have
Done something right
To deserve her love every morning
And butterfly kisses
I couldnt ask God for more, man, this is
What love is
I know Ive gotta let her go, but Ill always remember
Every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses...


by M.B.


i miss u daddy. 10x for been more than my tata, my friend!

Soya ESTRELLA (proud of it)
I LOVE U TATA!



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Now, as u know, that our dad (Mauricio + me) is having troubles, well i have to ask u all 4 something:

1. dont u ever tell to ur dad I HATE U, cause u know that deep inside thats not true (ive never say that to my dad )

2. when u have a bad day dont, pliz dont try to find someone to blame ur moooods, cause normaly we do this with our parents.. take a deep breath and also think that words can hurt more than hands.

3. respect ur parents thougts cause they r wiser than u, even when they have strange conceptions about tabu subjects, they want the best 4 u

4. dont u ever say to ur mum: THIS FOOD LOOKS CREEEEPY, cause she has enough duddies to be a slave 4 u

5. dont u ever.EVEEEEEEEEER, feel embarreshhh of ur dad or mum giving u a kiss in front of ur friends, cause one day u will cry 4 have it

6. be happy everyday that u hear to ur parents say: I LOVE U or even when they say: DAMN IT WAKE UP IS LATE, DO THIS QUICK, WHY U DONT LISTEN TO ME, GO TO BED NOW, DONT SAY THAT ... etc.. cause one day u r going to be alone.. and u will prayyyyy to hear this

7. WORDS CAN HURT MORE THAN HANDS! be smart and think before u open ur mounth

8. be honest with ur parents, even when they may get a big deception with u, cause u may be surprise how understending and kind they turn up to be after u speak with mature

9. u come from a new age, a new worl, a fancy awesome world, but that is not reason to fool ur parents world saying : IS THAT MUSIC, REALLY? U SCRATCH THAT BLACK PLATE AND U CAN HEAR MUSIC? REALLY U USED TO BELIEVE IN THE COOOOCO?. .etc..
ur parents may not have the opportunities as u or me has.. but also remeber that THEY GAVE U LIFE; FOOD; CARE; KIND AND EDUCATION!.. so dont be an idiot with them!

10.. the last advice..

ur parents may not be the perfect couple, or not the gretest mum anD daddy of the world, but they r ur parents, u have to be proud of been their son/daugther.. and also..

DONT BE SILLY AND THINK THAT U HAVE TO BEE THEIR BLOOD TO BE THEIR SON/DAUGTHER CAUSE PARENTS CONCEPTION IS NOT BE THE ONES THAT "MADE U" .. PARENTS MEAN BE THE ONES THAT RAISE U!


go now and kiss them!!



SOYA ESTRELLA
10x


PD: speciall thankiiis to my BROTHER .. cause hes my second father since im a kid..! and also to my man 4 been with me helping me through this storm. . and also to the best sister that i can possible wish MARIA....

loves
hugs
legs
arms
hips
etc... byes!

READ 92 PLIZ!!!!!!



1) Name : Soraya Alejandra Estrella Goyes I (soya)

2) Name Backwards : Ayos

3) Were you named after anyone? No

4) Does your name mean anything? Lion Heart

5) Nick Name(s) : Soya, Vosa, Galak. etc.

6) Screen Name(s) : Lasoya

7) Date Of Birth : February 12/1987

8) Place of Birth : Quito, Ecuador

9) Nationality : Ecuadorian

10) Current Location : Quito, Ecuador!

11) Sign : Aquarius

12) Religion : Cristian/Catholic

13) Height : 1.60 and still growing

14) Weight : 50 kg

15) Shoe Size : 37 European size

16) Hair colour : im natural blond, but i always get color on my
hair.. cause i dont like to be blond.. im dark brown now!

17) Eye colour : light bright brown

18) What do you look like? : LIKE A SOYA??

19) Innie or Outie? : Innie

20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous : Ambidextrous

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? : Straight

22) Best friend(s) :
Ecuador: Magus, Sol; Cyn; Pao; Pato
Iternacionals: Voso (Poland), Ratko (Croatia), Fred (Portugal), Asaf Kolsky (Isrrael)
DA: Ratko [link]
Fredd [link]

23) Best friend you trust the most : Ratko I LOVE U!!

24) Best friend {your sex} : Magus

25) Best friend of the opposite sex : Pato

26) Best Bud(s) : Fred!

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend : BOYFRIEND HAHAHAHA

28) Crush : My co-worker! hahaha hes the best!

29) Parent(s) : Ivan & Ligia

30) Worst Enemy : racist ppl!

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): My Dad!

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s) : My best friend Magus

33) Funniest friend : Jamie [link]

34) Craziest friend : Jamie [link]

35) Advice Friend : RAtko!

36) Loudest Friend : myself!

37) Person you cry with : Ratko and my Dad

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Do You Have...

38) Any sisters : No
39) Any brothers : yes
40) Any pets : yes ..2 dogyss
41) A Disease : Yes
42) A Pager : No
43) A Personal phone line : Yes
44) A Cell phone : Yes His name is Teo! TEO MY BABY!
45) A Lava lamp : No
46) A Pool or hot tub : No
47) A Car: No

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Describe Your...

48) Personality : figure it out 4 urself! haha
49) Driving : if u wanna live stay away!
50) Car or one you want : anything with wheels
51) Room : A mess... couch, bed, a huge desk! light blue walls
52) What’s missing? : nothing.. im happy teh way it is!
53) School: one of teh greatest Unis in my country!
54) Bed : awesome... like heaven on earth lol
55) Relationship with your parent(s): GREAT.. my Dady adn Mum r the best!

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Do You...

56) Believe in yourself : YES always
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? : YESSSS
58) Consider yourself a good listener : YESSSS
60) Get Along with your parents: YESSSS
61) Save your e-mail conversations: only for my closest friends
62) Pray : Yes, i pray 4 my Dad everyday. MIss u tata!
63) Believe in reincarnation : Yes. im going to be a butterfly next time!
64) Like to make fun of people: yep
65) Like to talk on the phone : Yes.. international calls.. haha
66) Like to eat? : YESS
67) Like to drive : Noo
68) Get motion sickness : No
69) Eat the stems of broccolietchay broccoli? YESSSSS
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork : No
71) Dream in color : not alaways
72) Type with your fingers on home row : ?
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes hahaha

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What Is...?

74) Right next to you : My babys pic!
75) On the walls of your room : nothing.. empty.. i like it in that way
76) On your mouse pad : A view of Lebanon, Beirut
77) Your dream car : A car who drives itself
78) Your dream date: i dont drema in those things, cause they have to be natural
79) Your dream honeymoon spot : Japan!
80) Your dream husband/wife : ?? do ppl actually dream with that??
81) Your bedtime : 10 - 11 at holydays, 11 to 3 am at unis days..
82) Under your bed : my shoes!
83) The single most important question :"Do u trust me?"
84) Your bad time of the day : depends of the day!
85) Your worst fear(s): Fell alone with thousands of ppl beside me
86) The weather is like : cool, and hot!
87) The time? : 0: 45 am
88) The date? : 19/febr/07
89) The best trick you ever played on someone : u dont wanna know!
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like : lassagna with smashh carrots
91) Theme Song : Madagaskar - Wyginam smialo cialo IS IS THE POLISH VERSION of i like to move it from Madagascar movie



92) The hardest thing about growing up : Being a part of the society who dont apriciate the god job that i cand do, and have to be the top of the class so i can study and dont lose my scholarship at my uni; when theres ppl who thinks that mumy and daddy will have money for a life time and dont apriciate the real good stuff 4 been an student when there r ppl who cant study as u or me..




93) Your funniest experience : My dad catching me seen my first pron movie... I WAS CURIOS!
94) Your scariest moment : my bro, a empty kitchen, a knife.. my pants wet.. and i mean it!
95) The silliest thing you've said : Is that me?
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex? : I DONT DO THAT. hahaha
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s) :a car almost hit us at uni..
98) The worst feeling in the world : When you can't be with someone you love
99) The best feeling in the world : Love
100) 5 people you tag: i dont tag!! hahahaha

TARGET!!

hehehe i dont know how to make the link thing! i´m new in here and my fury bro is sleeping!!... so really sorry!

good friends of mine target me--

and then i suppossed to COPY PASTE.. bla bla bla bla bla bla... u know!


well. . . i cant do it like u guys..

but at least i want to u know my list




1. I bite my thongue pretty hard when i get to happy!

2. As i am a cheerleanding coach i always fall at least once a week while i´m teaching my class. lol



3. I always cry when i watch "serendipity" cause it reminds me my fiance and cry even more when i hear "handy man" by james taylor cause that was my tata's favorite song.







4. I cant live without my cellphone... he´s my baby! he´s name is Teo



5. when i'm upset i can kick really hard, i can knock out anyone.. and i mean that.. i´m not 2 tall.. but u may be shock if u get me upset with ya. ( when i was 17 I broke 2 ribs and noze to a stupid guy)




6. I wake up everyday with the song of JAMES BROWN "I FEEL GOOD!" and i swear that i dance it with all my spiriT!





well.... that´s me!!!

hate or love me!
heheh i´m always here!